hi world. anyway i haven’t been posting for years n i’ll like to kinda keep track of whats happening:D so yay i’m here(:

June hols are over and mid years are over!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG this holiday has been the worst yet. nth to do. but STUDY. study n study till i was gonna die. cant believe how much ive studied man. its like the horror. but i managed to pull through. anyway alots been happening that i cant keep track.

i kinda miss my teammies now. so much’s happened they’re just off like that. and what nice excuse can u give,” we dun talk to u cos its awkward”. if because of one thing our friendship is just destroyed like that, i guess its not one that they treasure at all. For me, they’ll always be my friends no matter what, i respect them alot eventhough i made mistakes in the past and offended them, but even friends make mistakes right? Its not like i do it on purpose n everything. And what does it mean by it feels awkward talking to me again. Its not like i dun feel awkward too, but @ least i try. if whats done is done, why not let the past be the past but let our happy memories last? If we just remain as strangers, its just be even weirder.

Yepp. but ive grown closer to my tt mates:D haha we’ve always been bonded with our jnrs for a very long time since when i was sec 1. and tday was rlly fun getting to know the new year one’s and this crazy kong hwa jnr, i think her name is carin(i know it sounds like carrie) haha. she ttly laid on the floor when we were bowling tday. supepr hilarious.

yea and jiaying, justin, alina they all, talking abt friends, yea even after so long of not talking to each other, we catch up pretty easily. kind of like me an yanting, or maybe amy. haha good times, gd memories:D they’ll always last.

so tday’s the last paper bio and i played ball just now. damn my stamina’s like shit now.. have been  too lazy procrastinating the past month. from fit cryst—- to lazy pig. and i”m likke so heavy now. better start trng again!!! shall start from tmrw. gotta push myself no matter what n not let my mind control me! JIAYOU:D

yeppp and i’m healthy and medical fit again:D wohoo.  Soccer, bball, jogging and swimming!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COME!

Hi world. I havent been posting for a very veryyyyyyyyyy long time. so i just feel like saying some stuffs that happened to me since the beginning of this year.

Well i went to the doctor. past few months from march-may, all i did was worry worry and worry because my parent were playing a huge part in that, and well, the school, techers, whatver shit. So life’s unfair just because i’m fucking underweight. After reading this, i know you’ll be thinking what a self centred freak i am, only talking abt me me and me, like the whole world’s revolving around me.

Yea. I feel lousy too because most probably everyone is thinking abt what a loser i am. Yea. I’ve lost everything:

- My friends who i used to love hanging out with alot

- My memory- all the nostalgia and emotions

- My family - when worrying wasn’t so much of a prob and everyone could live their own lives happily

- My body— all the hard earnned abs gone to waste due to many cases of non stop eating unhealthy crap junk food. Now just a fucking flabby layer, one over another accumulated easily from all these unhealthy shit.

- my discipline— lazyness n lack of self control. change in character. lost moral values

now it seems like its all abt me again. ok. this sucks. when u worry to much abt urself for too long a time, and dont engage others socially and enjoy doing other impt things in life. ull just end up losing ur humour, friendliness, happiness. 

Most importantly, the people u cherish the most— especially ur friends.

I miss whats happening, my team, my life. @ least their happy now, maybe i was the cause of their unhappiness. 

But from today onwards, I’m NOT gonna let my life remain like that. I’m gonna change my character for everyone else and for myself, for the better.

1) smile more. smile always

2) care for yr friends,loved ones, cherish every moment spent with them

3)laugh more, its contagious

4)be more dicipline and respectful no matter what.

5)spread the love

6) be more image conscious and be more aware of how i present myself as a person

God. i know u trust in me and i trust in myself, and i know that faith will make known the true meaning of life again.

I cant seem  to find happiness, in days like these. Just 3 weeks ago, every single day felt like a a weekend, everything’s so fun, life’s just full of opportunities and things i want to achieve. My mind has been open, i could laugh about at anything, everything, crack retarded jokes that happen to be rlly funny.

But in just 2 weeks, my nightmare begins. Orientation was great, but studying sucks. I was rlly active during the hols, jogged lyk practiccally everyday, even those days with trainings. I still can’t beleive how i work up @ 7, looking forward to jogging to macs to meet my cousins for bfast. Now, thinking of even jogging a few rounds, i just hated it. Is  it just mundane, or am i being lazy?

Well yea, now my spd and stamina sucks cos i’ve not been running much lately. It feels kinda queer, @ the same time, i can’t seem to exert myself till i used to.The satisfaction u get when u run till u can;t take it anymore, and then the more u run, the more u want to go on and on and on:D I miss that, miss that ALOT.

Tday’s been cold, really cold, more like winter, yea, during chinese new year. CNY’s in 2 days and i can’t seem to be in the mood for any celebration. I don’t know why, but i miss being happy, happy @ just simple prospects of liife. Where has my humour gone to?Nothing apeals to me now. Even simple jokes can’t make me smile, or laugh….

and funny jokes cant get into my head. I really wanna treat life as an enjoyable one, being happy eevryday, making my friends laugh, smile, and spread my positive attitude, but I just can;t seem to get it right…

Maybe i’m nt trying my best, but i think i rlly need someone to brighten up my life. sunshine, i need to real bad D:

I really hope a miracle can happen, i wanna get inspired, i want that urge, that motivation, someone, you. in my life.

Hi world(:

 I havent been blog posting for a VERY VERY LONG TIME. hahaha. Well, i just camp back from 2 chalets 2 days ago last night. Then i feeling a little shag so after dinner with 4H and bus-ing with eileen, the 1st thing i did was went home, drank my milk, ate some papaya, bath and SLEEP. LOL. then this morning, morning jog and now i’m here typing all these things..

Anyway the dhs bball get together day turned out to be quite fun! HAHAHA. In the morning, met nana and rachel (and supposedly jq but she was sick D: AWW) for the Year 3 orientation briefing! HAHHA so we played HUMAN KNOT + some lame HAHHA game created by the jnrs. LOL. actually me and rachel stepped out n watch with cheychau. LOL. and our grp waas with wn and the 4C guys so it was just hilarious looking @ them trying to untie their knots. Then, afterthat we chose our classes… blabla. I dont even know the class i’m taking with rachel and jq. LOL so faill.

THen….nexxt wasssssssss………lunch. so we went to the gym and watched the jnrs play match with new town(: In the end they won! wohooo. haha(: but jiaolian still forced them to run 6x duno how many 4x dunno how many and 2x3. he’s mad. seriously.

yepp then… syl helped me to dabao lunch(: yay luvya. and so i lunched with jiayi, yiren, syl, nata. OMG STEP SISTAS i missed uall like 10000000XXXXXXXXX muchhh. must go out! until now say alr but still haven’t and holiday is gonna end liaoooo!

Then off to LT and off to track to play some lame games :D First was, a potato game where we were supposed to steal each other’s POTATOES without getting our LIVES snatched away by the other team. HAHAH cheap thrills are AMAZINGLY FUN. and the BLUE TEAM WON. MUAHHHAHA. lol we like totally gangbang the other team and i still remembered some of them saying. NONONO don’t take, no more alr! hahaha.

Then the next game was a relay which was AS SPASTIC. HAHHA. wenning was my partner and i was the barrow while she was the wheel, and at first our team was losing, but in the end, we threw the chairs and standing broad jumped over the finishing line and it was a close shave. (:

Next game was like a quiz where we were supposed to answer questions. If we answered wrongly, our team would have to remove a chair and then everybody was supposed to squeeze. hahah cos we wanted the game to end earlier int he end we gave up answering the questions and answered them all wrongly on purpose. SO the year 3 orientation crew had to change the rules to if we answered correctly then we could remove the chairss. HAHA.

Then NEXT: MULTI LVL CAPTAIN”S BALL. TOO BAD there ws no chicken this time but more balls and fake potatoes. HAHAHHAHA. ok lah quite fun, but after lyk 15 mins, rachel, nana and i left first for bball chalet and met laobu to cab there.

Reached there ard 3+, played blackjack with jm, toby, rason (: i EARNED @2.50 MUAHAHHAHHAA. but in the end lost all of them in poker that night.___. HAHA so retarded. Well, the condition was quite sucky cos it was raining, more like non stop drizzle, and it was damn cold. But finally everybody came and we met @ the Pavillion to play the games planned by our fellow jnrs (: Ann, florence, ww, hunghui, yvonne, qihui, melissa.

THe first game was a food game: we had like 3 stations, splitted into teams and everybody had to taste freaking weird concortions which was DIGUSTING. LOL and guess what they were. My grp had wenqi, katie, han yii, xiao rachel and aless. and 2 year 2 guys which were freaking daring. LOL. 1st station: Blueberry ice cream orea with peanut butter! 2nd: ice lemon tea mixed with some i have no ide what teas. 3rd: Kimchi and lemon! ewwwww. i almost puked. and then next station: passion fruit tea sipped in wholemeal bread. and there was one station where there was passionfruit tea in soy sauce and salt or smt and we didn’t guess it correctly so ann was HAPPILY or SADISTICALLy pouring a SICK concortion for us to drink as a forfeit and it looked like garlic chilli mixed with mayo or smt. anad one of the jnr guys dranked the whole cup. AHAHAHAHA. the next fraser._. LOL

THen the next game was the water game where we supposed to use any means to transfer water from a bucket to another without using anything but ur bodies. so our team was smart, we used our mouths!!!!!!!! i tried using my fri-fit obs tee but it failed. YEAHH that was why it was called DRI-FIT. LOL. then some us to ussed hands, and in the end we got 2nd again! SO wasted! we lost by 2 cups. we got like 5 bottles and 7 cups.

3rd game: running ard to offer chrysanthenum tea to as many strangers as possible. SO we found a pavillion with like a WHOLE GRP of malays and just offered them to drink. THey were like suspecting we wanted to poison them or smt. But in the end i was like: HIHI we were playing a game so all of u are suppsed to just help us finish theis srink. its chrysanthnum. and its very nice. HAHA. so they drank and we chionged down back to the pavillion while the other teams were not even done yet. HAHHA ownz mann.

THen the last game was WATERBOMB! which my team won we were the only team who bid for garbage bags to protect ourselves: the defensive approach. and the only team with super failed SPONGES. HAHAH whereas the other team got water bombs. THen apparently everybody just played along and whacked each other. more like the SH vs JH! so nana, toon, toby, iz, jz, rason, me, rachel, jm were SOAKING wet from head to toe and we just stole water bomb and carried buckets and splashed @ all the juniors. AWESOME MUCH! it was hell LOT OF FUN UNTIL…..

JIAOLIAN came in! HAHAHA it was understandable lahh. the weather was too cold and everybody else was freezing like shit. hahaha kianjun and sean were damn cuteee when they were freezing. damn i sound like a pedo. but wtver. lol. then everybody changed and the jnrs bathed before we had dinner at like ard 7+.

THe food was AWESOMEEEEEEEE. hahah laobu rocks, she had always been the one in charge of catering everything. i love the curry and raising rice and beehoon, oh yahh and the oyster sauce green veg. damn nice lol. and i wa slike ravenous also lahh. so yepp. and then the crispy noodle like thing to decorate the prawn ended up being my chips. hahha.

Then, jialian was team talking to the b div guys. i realised he chaged alot. the way he speaks now is totally more understanding and his sense of humour’s damn funny. and he’s een naggier than before alr. LOL. he’s baobei team lah, what do u expect?

then grace, comint, lichang came after work, and all of us just chatted. I really like the experience((: then we played poker, brandon came and played my psp, i played taptap using rachel’s phone. HHAHA the justin bieber! version. then like ard 10+ we decided to go ehub to catch a movie. walking there was like quitescary but there was more than 10 of us so it was fun. so we watched Gulliver’s travel which was a damn fuuny!!!! it was only 1 hr and 15mins long whichis DAMNNNNNN DAMNN shot. But throught the show i was just laughing like SHIT. and i didn’t know there were so many pple who enjoy watching midnight movies. (: well that was my first! before the show, me and jm went to macs to grab supper. HAHAH i wanted the fillet o fish then jm told me the macchicken only 2 dollars. then the fillet ofish was 3.50! so in the end i saved money n got the mcchicken instead(: HAHAHA damn  sound so freaking cheap skate. but whatverrrrr. spent too much yest anyway! toby and jz was there too hahaha and jz eat until he’s mouth full of mayo. damn joke.

Movie ended ard 1+, and we walked bk and everybody was like shag alr. hahha and the 1t thing i did was went to sleep @ ard 2 without brushing my teeth. me and rachel were like gd night. and we dropped dead liao. then jm told me the next day toby actually couldnt sleep the whole night so he went over to nana and jm’s room to sleep. HAHAHHA. so funny.

29th DECEMBER 2010:

THe next morning——————-

woke up @ 9+. guy’s were alr watching tv and ready to leave liao. actually they wanted to go dunk at the bball court with iz’s pathetic no air red spalding bball. LOL. yea so him dunk though. that idiot!! so tall. zzz. then the jnrs gave us a surprise. SOCKS!!!! colourful pretty ones! oh yahh and their gift to us was this felt-made sewned pencil box. Awwww they’re so nice(:

9.45am. checked out—— off to downtown east for bfast. went to the kopitiam with jm, nana, rachel. i had teh si and 2 pieces of kaya toast, then jm had taosuan,nana,rachel ate meepok and jm wanted emicakes. HAHHA ive never tried one bfore but she said it was nice but in the end too full to try le.

Then i was off too———————> 4H chalet!!! Didn’t know aloha loyang was just beside www. Its damn new and damn nice. thanks Jingmei for walking me ALL THE WAY IN to 2216 which was the last chalet there. luvya(: hahahahaha. i owe u 1 next time! hehe.

OMG i realised how much ive missed 4H!!!!!! almost everybody was there. I was the lagger @ snapjack but owned at taitee! MUAHAHHAA. :D then @ ard 2+ the whole grp of us went for lunch. the guy’s went kopitiam, the girls went to eat owa meesua. and lester, yiyun, yiru, yr and i went subwau. THE HEALTHY choice! LOL

then alot of deciding, waiting n blahh.. wanted to play soccer @ pasirris park but int he end we ended up playing pool @ ehub. wengwa, yichen, justin sim were 1 team. ckai, hoeshuen, and i was the other. HAHA yichen’s rlly good @ pool but i was like the only girl and i havent played pool since like hainan? so i sucked quite abit. HAHA but whatver lah, at least i hit 1 red ball in at the end. lolt hat was cheating actually. then met cleste, xinxin, eileen. lol they’re total bookworms man. there was a mini van where u can rent books from the national library and i bet they were camping there the whole time.

THen back to chalte. saw jiahan and wye inn. And the funny thing was the combi results were OUT!!!!! and that toatlly occupied our time the whole eveing. it was damn crazyyyy. everybody with iphones checked their comments on fb to see who were in their classes. I got into my combi with hoeshuen and justin sim in 5C41 :D:D yayay and they were saying most probably the house would be kirin. YESSS :D OMG its like my dream to get into kirin lah. cos iwas like lichang’s and comint’s house and they said it was damn awesome:D:D

Then played MORE snapjack. practically its just like cards all the way and the mahjong pple, mahjong like crazy like usual. then finally ALL decided to go for dinner at like 7+. lol again i was the last to finish my food, then everybody was waiting for mr. LOL. then home sweet home(: i realised ive the same fone as marcus and terence now. lol this is gay. hahaha and marcus is gay! he brought his nitendo dc and played mario racing with me. LOL my first time playing sia and i lost. i got like 7th plc. lol. hahaha dmn he didn;t tell me can press the X button and use skill. cheaterrrrrrrrrrrr. Yepp so that was chalet:D

AMAZING experience(: christmas pics will be on fb~.~.~

cya guys(: its gonna be 2011 soon!!!! our HOLS are gonna end!!!!!!

but i really look forward to a BRAND NEW YEAR. a brand new start.

with family and friends to take care of u, ur life can be as fufulling as ever.

Here shall be some of my targets for 2011:

1. Study hard and get good grades

2. Make new friends from ODAC and new class

3.Get back stomach abs and arm, leg strength.

 (its a long term thing but i need to be fit and gain some proper weight again so my fitness would be as good as before, like i wont feel tired and fatigue so easily, and my muscle recovery can be faster :D)

thats all for now. i realised i’m blessed with a caring family. something sweet happned last night: guess what? haha. i woke up cos i heard my brother turning on the aircon. and i was like damn pissed cos u know i was wearing my shorts and singlet and i’ll like catch a cold at night if he does that cos the weather was alr cold i was apparently freezing. but i opned my eyes and saw him covering the blanket over me. so sweet(: awww. omg i love my brother. never knew he’s actually do smt like that though we quarrel ALL THE TIME! sometimes… actions really speak louder than words.

Heyyyy today’s like wednesday alr and i’m just back from a morning  jog. :D:D nowadays i really love morning jogs, don’t know why but its like the start of the day where uve all the energy to spare! HAHA. felt great(:

Yesterday’s bball was kinda slack though. haha, i’m gaining back my stamina and less symptoms of anemia alr. i feel so great! but remember, don’t let whats around u affect ur soul, when environment changes, let ur soul be within ur self and not always changing or fluctuating :D heard that from shi xiansheng’s father in taiwan and i think it really helps me understand whats right and wrong(: Well, i’m like getting thinner like what people’s saying, so i’m eating the most nutriitionous food nowadays and my appetite kinda increased. Hopefully with my normal exercise schedule, and more food consumption (and defintely not excessively overeating or smt), and my abs exercises, i can get well and fit, and gain all my muscles again! JIAYOU CRYSTAL, U CAN DO IT!

So, u might ask how was tng yesterday? well the year 6’s didn’t come and there was still exams in the HALL. AND why did they ever place the gym below the hall, dumb building structure man! but anyways, we only used 1 pathetic ball to do some drills.

1st: san chuan layup(quite fail). LOL

then 3 rds track ( yayyayay i feel great, was first to finish the 3rds followed by jamie and the rest)

then coach apparently, to waste time, used the softball trampoline thing and made us catch balls with one count stops to train our timing

then more of slacking. talking about some formation, and i almost fell asleep. lol

then we did the changing directions thing in grps, some fangshou defence

and finally at 5, we divided into grps, did transition, b div did 15mins and me, nana, rachel, qi did 15mins with year 1s(next year yr 2s) and we hit 240 which was out target:D apparently i didn’t feel tired. yay i love u stamina!

Then last was the best!!!!!!!!!! MATCH!!!!. hahahaha i scored the first shot but then when i jumped ball with ann, she got it. damn gotta train my jump height again. maybe i shall visit the gym more often and increase leg weights to jump heigher! HEHEH. gain back my leg muscles! and oh yahh must play bball witht he guys more often to improve my layups, cross overs etc.

THen after training, went to Jing han’s house for 6/1 gathering! OMGOMGOMG i realised how much i’ve missed themmmm, esp yijie(:(: so we were talking and talking bout korean k pop stars, LOL, and TAIWAN FOOD!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! LLOLOLOL. and yeppp, recollections u know. and amaazingly seeing them all again brings back memeories and didn’t feel as awkward as how i imagined it would be.

I guess they were right” make new friends but keep the old, one is silver, the other GOLD” (: LOVE EM!

ANyway, i think samuel, raymond, yijie, ang shuang, eleanor still looked the same. hahha but jinghan’s damn tall and muslcular now. hahah he’s muslces quite nice siah! weiteck, still as blur i guess! cos he lost to us and was the ULTIMATE lagger in snapjack! HAHHA samuel became more funny, and eugene is really not as lame as he used to be, he’s much much more matured! and heh plays the guitar, and ohhh the 1st time i heard a k pop fan GUY!!! HAHHAHA so cute siahhhh(:

yepp. then we ordered canadian pizza and i totally failed @ ordering, guess the pizzaguy must have gotten rlly pissed with me for taking so long to ask what pizzas they have. LOL. then we played truth or dare BUT its rlly fail cos i think like we got no questions to ask each other and samuel kept on saying” So what was the last book you’ve read” HAHAHHA. EPIC muchhh! sadly i had to leave at 10, so it was like an exact 2 hour gathering for me! LOL. But yeaa, i’ll never forget that night(:

CAMP TEEN

HIHI so actually yesterday i was back from camp teen also. HAHHA before daddy sent me to trng. Well I met many new friends from like different schools but the camp sucks I guess, cos it was the SLACKEST CAMP I’ve experienced in my entire life. I guess when there’s a culturlal camp, I shld’t expect physical activities like OBS. SO when uve gone through OBS, u can GO THROUGH anything. LOLOL. First time I heard a camp where u have time to use handpones anytime u want, play psp, use the LAPTOPS to join the ONEpeople facebook group there. LIKE WTH right! So me sarah, kayleigh like totally regretted it and we kinda sneaked out early yest after getting our certificates!!! HAHHA. I think cos the camp facils are like 16 which is our age and the camp is more for pple who ar 14 or so. Cos there were like MANY small kids there man. They were kinda cute lahhh but I rather be a facil or co-facil and organise these kinda stuffs rather than joining this kinda things. The age grps really too different!

But anyways, the first day was super slack, ice breakers, balbla, introduced our selves. Played blow wind blow. The only new game was SAMURAI HAH! Which I’ve never heard before. HAHA but the rest was like kiddy games liao. Then we had a speech, lunch, then off to MOE LAbradour centre. It was FREAKING SMALL so I was kinda disappointed. A LOT of waiting, and then we settled down, played some team games which was kinda boring, except the rope swinging thing which was the only fun I had! HAHAHHA!!!!!! So awesome man. And YASH is really funny, he tried like a hundred times but still couldn’t go across. Then huishi and I were the catchers so we eneded up giving free hugs to a lot of people. Even guys. LOL

So next was some ladder game, blabla, easy peasy man. Then dinner which was fruit punch again and rice with curry chicken, some cultural feast. I think throughout this entire camp, they just kept on feeding us. Malay, Indian, western, vegetarian FOOD! Lol can seriously go there to gain weight sia. And then after we bathe, we had social time and there was STILL SUPPER! But nth beatsdhs’s millo, their hot milo was freaking spammed with sugar and we had red bean buns. Oh and yeppp I made knew friends.!

Got to know kayleigh, zengjin, husihi, nabilah, andrea, sarah! The girlsss from SUPER SPARTANS! Were were totally awesome man. We ended up camwhoring like mad. HEHHEh. Yepp. So the next day was the only fun day!

We woke up, had bfast again, this time it was roti prata with curry, sugar and soyabean! The first few days we could like eat when we get out food but I rather a camp where we had to cheer loudly likecrazy till we get food to eat and make it more challenging for us, but well I guess we can’t expect too much, can we? HAHHA next time I shall be more adventurous and join those super challenging camps more of my age:D so it shld be more fun! Then after that the bus send us to the hindu endowment’s board and we were lucky it was a Sunday and the Indians had morning prayers and there was a wedding there. Yepp so I learnt quite a lot about the Indian gods, how to make garlands with mango leaves, and this flower like thingy with some leaves and chrysanthemum flower LOL. Then lunch was INDIAN FOOD!

WOahhhthe Indian rice was damnn nice, and we had CURRY! Once again, keropok, fruite punch (AGAIN!) lol. And some warm milk desert that I really enjoyed! Then we were finally off to Kampong Buangkok after that. We walked to the Farrer park mrt which was a stone’s throw away although A LOT of people ended up using umbrellas and complained of the heat. Zzzz. Then mrt ride of cooling and we took allt he way to buangkok! YAY i rmemebered being lame with the rest and were seeing dora the explorer. We were like” where’s the map?” “I’m the map, I’m the map, I’m the map”! HAHHA so in the end I ended up leading the way to kan=mung buangkok though we had to stop like a hell lot of times cos pple at the back were freaking slow. LOL.

And we passed by woodbridge hospital and a lot of funny hospitals,hhaaha so were like joing ard, blablabla. Yeppp, I walked with zengjin and I found her a really nice person, though VERY exaggerating most of the time. Sometimes, when u actually walk with someone, its more fun, and yepp got to know Yash quite abit. Learnt that he has an uncle living in Czech Republic and he visits him like every year. And he can SPEAK like CHINESE when he’s an Indian. Freaking cool lahhh, hahhaa, and he didn’t have the weird Indian accent when he speaks Chinese @ all. What’s more, he speaks, Russian, French, Italian, English, Hindu, Czech. FREAKING COOL 8D hahahaa and he’s only 14.

So when we were @ kampong buangkok, it was enjoyable to know what a kampong lifestayle is like, the malay aunty and esp the chinse aunty living there was very nice and talkative, she’s been living there for 55 years alr and there were 14 malay and 14 chinese families int hat kampong. So she invited us to her hse, which was sucha peaceful place, and a her malay friend’s house whichwas slightly different cos they had parchments instead of walls when separating room from room.

Then next stop was 7 eleven and everybpdy was buying drinks, chips and stuff. HAHHA first time I heard a camp is so carefree, and still so civilised. Then we took the bus to dhoubygaut then changed to the circle line to Bras Besah and just took a short walk tot the Pernakan Museum. Since I was in the grp presenting on this place that night, me and huishi were buddies and we ventured ard the area.

Huishi’s totally reminds me of Liyee. OMG HAHAHA. She’s like an ahlian, who like photography, had 4 piercings on her right ear, super fare, and 15 this year. She’s from gymnastics so she’s like FREAKING flexible! TOTALLY flexible cos she can do the split. And like she’s those kinda of girl with high metabolism (heard her use broken eng to speak with her friend on the phone using camp) LOL, so she’s like those, coke, macs, chips, kinda person u know. HAHA.

Then……..i think she’s mixed peranakan too and I could tell she LOVED all the peranakan jewellery we saw @ the museum. Most of the time she was mersmerised by the motifs, artefacts, clothes designs which looked really expensive.

Yepp. So we went back, and a lot of us were starving alr, and we had a surprise dinner!!

FISH AND CHIPS:D I had like 2 buns, 2 coleslaws, fish, some fries and a lot of us were spamming CHILLI sauce and tomato sauce. HAHHA maybe that was me only! Then after dinner was cultural presentation, reflection. Oh and me, kayleigh, amirah and this girl were the belaying team for the next day so we had to go for”belaying sch” to learn to tie ropes and the belaying. I remembered that we wer quite tired alr and had to wait for the facils to teach us and eneded up it was alr 10+ so we chionged back to bathe and this grp of pple were like saying” WOAHH night exercise” HAHA. So cute siah. So we chionged to bathe, but there was a super long queue and the flood was digusting. But we couldn’t stand the stickyness so the water was DAMN SHIOK cos it was freaking cold. LOLthen there was supper so I grabbed a cheese bread and like a lot of milo. Hahaha. Bread and milo again.

Then third day was the WORST disappointment for me!!!!!!!!!! I actually camp to the camp juz for rock climbing and stuff and WOW we did nth cos it RAINED! T was seriously the worst day of my life and kayleigh and sarah were damn funny. They had this craving for KOI since the beginning of camp and were counting the hours left to after camp so they can chiong for KOI. HAHAHA.

In the morning, it was the first time we had a Chinese bfast. Beehoon, with fishcake and green chilli and this time the soya bean was freakingggggg sweet. But I dranked a lot cos apparently I became super hungry. Yepp then there was this talk in the canteen about some CIP stuff till noon. OMG that was the worst shit ever! I was like dying of boredom and actually fell asleep lahh!

Then lunch was NASI LEMAK. Hmmm more CURRY AND FRIED STUFF! Chicken wing, egg, cocnut rice, anchory and nuts, and cucumber. HAHHA since I was like constipating man I had 4 slices of cucumber and kayleigh was damn funny. She said she was spamming nuts and like had a bottle lid full of it and somebody kept starring @ her. HAHHAHA. And then husihi had llike 3 eggs!!! LOLOL. And I had DOUBLE CHILLI serving. Sighhh us and our CRAVINGSSSS!!!! Heheheh.

Then it started to rain….. and all I could remember was the whole afternoon was wasted in the hall listening to belaying instructions, playing some games, preparing for campfire night performance, doing handstands with the guys. But the only fun thing was dancing jumpstart (I think that’s what its called) with Amirah:D hahhaha so funnnn!! Cos I got the rhythm in the end! Then we tried to scale the wall on the hall and tio scolded by Eunice… HATE HER ! so I grabbed my psp and started playing NBA. LOL. So after that we had dinner which was Indian vegetarian food USING HANDS!!!!!

HAHHA sarah damn fail, I the end she tabuleh tahan and used her spoon instead. So we had rice, acham (chilli cucumber), AGAIN CURRY (vege), 2 pieces of fake meat each, and Keropok AGAIN! LOL seriously we kept on having keropok and curry for the entire camp. Now I know what to expect for CULTURAL camps in the future! HAHHA. But I ended up losing SOME stomch fats during camp, cos maybe we moved more then sitting @ home and suing the com and stuffs like what I’m doing now, and we had less variety of food cos I’ll be like munching away @ home. Although like lack of exercise but I think the day is longer and everything. Haha.

Then at night was CAMP FIRE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn’t get high as much as the other camps, but I think seeing the kids, nabilah, andrea, they all going crazy and like hearing her say that iit was her best campfire night ver, I guess I shld feel happy that she enjoyed it(: and truly I feel happy for her. HAHHA

And like u kno I was soing crunches @ mybunk almost every night, then I was sleeping on top, nabilah kept pn feeling the bunk shake and she will be like, “Crystal, doing crunches again ah” HAHHA. And I will be like YEAA!. LOLOL and the cool thing was the next morning, before we left for camp, everybody, well almost everyone was doing crunches too! SO KEWTTTT:D:D hahaha. I feel like some big sis playng follow the leader. Oh yahhh and like I think on the 1^st night, me and kayleigh played MEHMEH and it was super fun!!!!!!!! Can’t believe I could finally catch the rhythm compared to last time during march when the STEP pple camp over n I couldn’t LOLOL. And then we played like this follow the leader game like the one we played during table tennis camp @ mount Sinai during year 2 ,with the team, and I realised that to bond a team, u really need to be a fun leader, be high like ALL THE TIME! And it’s a tough job, but in the end the camp will be much more worthwhile and remembered.

It takes a leader, to bring a team together:D Next time, maybe I shall join some crazzyy camp organising committee like during year 2 @ St. Jon’s island. Ahaha. Think it’ll be more fun^^

Yepp so the next morning we had to wake up freaking early, I couldn’t sleep cos the fan was chilly so in the end woke up at 5.30, slept till 6.45 or 7 then had bfast. 2hotdog buns and 2^nd day’s soyabean:D

Then unpack, and off to one people. So that was yesterday. @ one people, music blasted, we played the bomb game, it sucks to be in the quiet team but I think the malay guys in the other teams were more HIGH cos like throughout this years, I’ve been through quite  anumber of camps, but usually everybody’s Chinese. But this time, there were malays so they were more daring, high and outspoken, and definitely more fun. HAHA.

Then there was MORE WAITING!

Hahaha I think what I learnt from this camp would be:

1)      PATIENCE

2)      Associating with other cultures and religions

3)      Made new friends from different races (Since my pri sch was a Chinese sch, and dhs is also a Chinese, I seldom get the change to make friends from different races, so this was a new thing for me)

4)      Just appreciate and enjoy what u have and STEP UP.

:D so we had buffet ard 1+ and I was freaking starving. Had prawns, curry chicken again, nasi briyani, prata again. Broccoli, 1 miserable tofu cos this facil said I was too fussy. LOL, and fried fish.

YEPPP, and seriously ahh I think I shld be more simple and less fussy I the future. Just accept what I have, and eat it. HEHEh:D Then daddy came, bought chicken rice for me. LOL seriously I’m eating ALOTTTTTTT. But tasted Chinese food after so long is like HEAVEN LAH. Hahha(: and that was yesterday!!!

:D:D going for work interview ltr with cherv and ylling and then off to Kenny Rogers and get my Christmas hat tnight! HAHHAHA cyassss!

HAHHA hi peeps. so today’s like Sunday alr and i havent jogged for 2 weeks and now my appetite’s super BIG. i can eat like 5 meals a day man. Plus super was double cheeseburger yesterday, plus i ate kfc fries and macs fries. I think its like the 1st time i’ve eaten fast food since a long time. The cheeseburger was AWESOME. hahha but i shall stop supper-ing so much after i stop working.

Anyways, here’s what happened the past week(:

well, now having to work @ KENNY ROGERS is like a new experience for me. its like chicken everyday, free meals^^ but not as easy a job as u think it is! at first, i was damn chicken lah, like i couldnt carry the freaking heavy plates n stuff and was afraid i would drop them, and u know pple might think waitressing is like a low-end job kinda thing. But after these 2 weeks, i realised its NOT is easy to run a restaurant and eventhough we’ve to clear plates, and then replace forks and knives, take orders blabla and repeat those steps over and over again, at the beginning it felt like a video game, like nana said: DINERDASH. hahha and its true. so i thought it was real fun cos ure like IN the game u know. But after a while u become more experienced and starts to do things fast and u realise that there’s no kik anymore. HAHA.

However, the company there’s awesome. its super family like. I like mr. yap, rex but not rlly cacai. hahah they’re the managers. and yeahh the full time workers there are mainly filipinos, malaysians and from china and we part time workers are mainly students, singaporeans that is. But its super cool, its rlly fun, family like, caring work place:D

at the beginning, i was wondering how these people can survive working full time in a restaurant, and i still can’t figure it out! HAHA. think it’ll take some time before i realise all these things. oh and i love karpoh and karyan, they’re super motherly like. LOL and jo ann, haven’t seen her for vehh long, duno when she’ll be working again. Zhaoyang’s another nice guy, he’s help me store psp games! well soon:D maybe the next time i work. hehe. hopefully he remembers.

MON:

ODAC trials!

this was the day i dreaded ALOT. cos of my condition so i was like damn scared lah, kept on worrying that i wouldn’t be able to go in. But thanks zw for like somehow helping me get back my confidence. :D thanks. oh and Syl too for trying to cheer me up and stuff! Sorry for putting off our teoheng ONCE AGAIN on wed! Let’s like totally have another soon!!! now this time ITS SERIOUS! HAHA.

Yepp so afterthat, syl and nicole went to sent off the USA pple and me, jm, zw, gab, wc went to slack and have lunch @ tm. so i bought zhajiangmian and it was SUPER feeling, ate till my stomach was bloated man. Then since Sunday was my mum’s bdae and i felt guilty that we didn’t actually buy a cake for her  although we had dinner, so i was planning to make her a card and a cake! then we went to ntuc and i bought the Betty Crocker’s chocolate fudge instant cake mixer and fresh cream spray. oh i think i posted on that alr. HAHA yepp, but then i had this trrible stomachache. It hurt like SHIT MAN. so i was like damn scared something was happening to my stomach, so in the end we all left (sry guys!) and i cabbed bk home till daddy came, grandpa gv me medicine, and in the end i fell asleep. LOL

Wanted to prepare a HUGE surprise for mummy, like prepare dinner, blow up balloons and make her a card and eveything but in the end, i spent my time making the cake only. but it still turned out GREAT:D and the next day i completed the card n gave it to her and yeppp, i think its the thought that counts!

TUES:

Today was hospital day. Seriously, the HOSPITAL. mummy cancelled my endoscopy at NUH and brought it forward to this private doctor recommended by hr boss. supposedly its expensive but the doctor is rlly good and yea he turned out to be rlly friendly and i like him alot:D well yehh, compared to the rest. yepp so i didn’t like the feeling there @ all. At around 8.30 me and mum cabbed to Gleneagles, registered my name, and the nurses gave me this freaking sweet bowel medicine to finish up to clear my bowels totally, so like that morning i couldnt have bfast till after the endocopy @ ard 3++pm/

So practically the whole morning, i was freezing in the aircon room, and after the medicine took effect about an hour ltr, i was camping in the toilet till i shitted pee. yeah, i am serious. HAHA. baddd experience. And then finally it was 230pm and i was brought to this room where the nurses strapped the blood pressure reading thing and apparently my heartbeat was quite low. So it kinda freak me out, like u know in the movies, what if the scanning machine stopped which means my heartbeat stops. But then the doctor’s and nurses were REALLY REALLY nice. they were like, “are u cold?” YEAHHH i was! and i think i was freezing in my gown that i couldn’t remember much. AHAHHA lucky me! But i remembered using 3 blankets to cover myself! LOL. i think i broke some record or smt. the next thing i knew, they put some needle thing on my wrist, and oxygen tube thing in my nose and i KONG-ed out alr.

Then when i woke up, i couldnt believe the shit. My eyes were SUPER HUGE, like freaking dilated, i could feel myself really awake. and then, it feels like suddenly i’m getting all my confidence back. Flashes of me were doing basketball moves, and i doing lots of crossovers and that feeling, that feeling i felt, was the assurance, that everything would be okay again, that i’ll recover and be strong again. sadly that feeling just lasted for like s split second or a few seconds or smt, and it faded away.

HAHHA lots of things to say and it’ll sound SUPER draggy! But anyways, I was starving, so i practically drank my milo in one gulp and ate some biscuits before going home, then since i felt so much better, me and mum went to have dinner @ Xinwang hongkong cafe! the cafe that i’ve always been longing to go. :D ohhh and coincidentally i was reading this food guide in the hospital and it showed this papayamilk mee sua or smt, the signature dish which mummy had for dinner. It was damn delicious siah:D

WED:

Man, aafter typing so much, i shall cut this short.

balled at kcc @ 10am, with sitong, jz, rason, hf, jz, geoff, wc and some other pple playing there.

Then headed home ard 1+. took sitong’s car:D hehe. hahha he’s family’s rlly nice and sry man for suaning u, saying that u were super black compared to ur family. LOL.

then lunched and had kenny roger CHICKEN! again. hehe, before starting work from 5-closing cos it was Hari Raya so we were payed 8.50 per hr!!! HAHAHHA. freaking awesome 8D

THURS:

DMVNT auditions! int he end, i didnt get it. heheehhe quite expected though. oh wells, it was a fun and entertaiing experience but the trial was scary when me and eli were auditioning with wenxin in our grp. Plus we were supposed to do a freestyle @ the end of the dance and i bet mine was DAMN fail! LOL, and we were also the last 3 who auditioned. haha.

then lunch—-> with toon, nana, jiajian, qi @ kampong arang. lol

then, home—-> swim—-> work

FRI:

supposed to ball again this time but in the end only me and toon showed up. LOL super fail man. and we had no ball. so in the end, there was this guy playing and we ‘borrowed’ and played for like 1/2 and hour but then it was freaking hot so we were like exhausted alr.

ahahha. then slacked, chatted and after a LONG decision, decided to cycle to klp for lunch:D

So at ard twelve plus i cycled there and met him and we went subway ans saw volleyball girls. AWKWARD!! LOL, but yeahhh its okay lah, no big deal heh. so we cycled to the golf course, then to sch. hahhaa it was srsly fun(: can’t w8 to do it again. lol i never knew but toon’s a nice guy(:

Then went home, and went downstairs for chinese tuition for like awhile cos laoshi prepared some articles for me to read:D so we chatted, and i love chatting with her. hahaha she can be REALLY gossipy!

Then night was Harry Potter with zw, gab, jm! HAHHA jm and gab super cute together. srsly! and harry potter was niceeeeee:D:D a super long but nice show. then we had mee sua. OMG i haven’t actually tasted mee sua for a VERY LONG TIME> it tastes so heavenlyyyyyy! LOLOL.

SAT:

k i think its enough of typing. yest i was super tired so woke up late and dazed ard at home:D then me and mummy went cold storage to buy korean stuff to cook korean food for lunch since ah yee decided to come over! HAHAHA it was fun cooking korean dishes man! and the internet recipes were quite useful! in the end, we prepared kimchi jigae(kimchi soup), BBQ beef Bulgogi, Korean cold spinach, Korean fried buckwheat noodles, and korean rice cake. OMGOMG i LOVE KOREAN FOOD!!!!! actually we didn’t get to buy the proper korean ingredients but i finally found a korean supermart at marina sq today! the next time when me and mum will be preparing korean food, we’ll be TOTOALLY visiting that shop first! HAHAH

YEPPP so ater we were done it was like 2+ alr and i was STARVINGGGGGGGG, so we ate till our heart’s content! then i continued watching personal taste and then went for work!

OMG i think this is the longest post ever, don’t try reading it, u’ll faint. anyways, hopefully this coming week will be as eventful as this^^ can’t w8 to watch my korean drama now!!! byes:D